I made over $1million in my first year on OnlyFans (Picture: Instagram / @gracewearslace_)
I remember very clearly my first encounter with feederism.
I was asked by an OnlyFans client to eat a huge bowl of spaghetti on screen and show the camera how full it made me, with a special emphasis on the slurping and chewing sounds I made.
I’m a big eater and love my food, so honestly I was in heaven.
The fan that received the video was over the moon, he said he found it so sexy and ordered another video of me doing the exact same thing, straight away.
Now, I get paid big money to eat my favourite foods on camera – raking in up to $1,000 (£763), or more, for a video.
In fact, I made over $1million (£762,000) in my first year on OnlyFans, and consistently rake in five figures a month through adult content creation.
While I’ve made most of my cash from getting my kit off for custom videos and exploring the world of being a pay pig (financial domination), I’ve also found myself in the fascinating realm of ‘feederism’.
I never wanted to feel shame for my sexuality (Picture: Instagram / @gracewearslace_)
I’ve found myself in the fascinating realm of ‘feederism’ (Picture: Instagram / @gracewearslace_)
Feederism is a kink where people enjoy, sexually, being fed (feedees) or encouraging someone else to eat (feeders). And it’s becoming my specialty.
Before I first started Onlyfans in 2020, my life was dedicated to the church. I’d been brought up in a strict Christian household, so I was quite naïve.
At the time, I was a hotel receptionist and had seen both my sisters enter the adult industry, making good money.
I was curious about the work they did, but I was devoted to my religion, so never took that leap. Until I went to one sermon, where sex was described as shameful and a sin – it snapped me out of it. I never wanted to feel shame for my sexuality.
And so, as lockdown hit Melbourne in 2020, I started my OnlyFans page.
My very first feeder video request landed in my OnlyFans inbox from a fan (Picture: Instagram / @gracewearslace_)
I found comments calling it ‘disgusting’, despite its popularity (Picture: Instagram / @gracewearslace_)
When I first started out, I tested the waters by making solo stripping content that didn’t include my face for the first six months.
But things soon ramped up, and my very first feeder video request landed in my OnlyFans inbox from a fan just last year, setting up that memorable spaghetti encounter.
I’d never heard of it, so took some time to do some research into what the hype was all about. I quickly found myself down a rabbit hole, learning that this certain fetish was widely popular, although viewed as pretty taboo.
But inside that rabbit hole, I found comments calling it ‘disgusting’, despite its popularity. That only intrigued me further.
While I have always loved and enjoyed food, I did have some reservations about giving it a go, because I like to keep myself fit and trim for my job.
I like to keep myself fit and trim for my job (Picture: Instagram / @gracewearslace_)
I’m not sure I would have considered it sexy at first (Picture: Instagram / @gracewearslace_)
I also didn’t want to set any expectations with my fans that I was willing to be ‘fed’ to put on weight.
So, I decided to just stick to my own boundaries, and filmed my version, making sure to not push myself to become full to the point of sickness.
To my fans’ delight, I slurped and chewed up close, showing my full belly and talked about how much I’d eaten – and it was a hit.
I opened my mouth wide, while eating. I slurped the sauce, chewed loudly and filled my mouth with the largest bites I could.
It was definitely sexual, but I’m not sure I would have considered it sexy at first.
I felt weird when I started filming, however I was surprised by how much I enjoyed it. I’ve never considered eating as sexual before, but I realised that it does provide me a different kind of pleasure.
Now, I’ve made over 50 feederism fetish videos for my fans, and requests come in all the time. They have included everything from cake sitting, to feeding my belly button.
While requests are personal and different for every fan, all of them share the similarity of wanting me to show how full and round my belly gets, and to hear me talk about how stuffed I am.
One fan took it to another level though, and asked me to make a big plate of spaghetti in tomato sauce, and then alternate between feeding my mouth and my belly button the pasta.
Pasta and noodles seem to be a popular pick for fans, too.
The way I think about it is: I’m going to eat anyway, so I may as well make money from it, and make someone else happy!
On average, I charge $500-$1,000 per video, depending on the length and intensity. Someone who wants a longer video with different camera angles, or a certain food, would be charged more.
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For example, a fan wanted me to order expensive Japanese fine dining, so they sent me the money to put in the order, before the full video price. It came to around $2,000.
While fetishes can be hard for some people to understand, I think it’s really important not to kink shame – especially if it’s something that isn’t hurting anyone.
So many of us have different desires and fantasies when it comes to the bedroom, and enjoy different things.
As for me, I never go hungry, and I have a full belly and an even fuller bank account to show for it. What’s not to like?
Do you have a story you’d like to share? Get in touch by emailing James.Besanvalle@metro.co.uk.
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